#toself

Assalamualaikum.


It's the hardest time that teach us the most valuables lessons.
Internal medicine. dah mula rasa sesak nafas
nak masuk minggu ke tiga medicine - dah kena adapt ni.
tipula kalau tak pernah rasa 'malas' or kadang rasa tak nak buat ape2.
tapiii bila masuk posting 'internal medicine' ni, semacam ada kuasa yg membukakkan mata.
'Najwa, u're gonna be a doctor one day. u gonna treat them. the patient.'
maka kena seriously studying. struggling. finishing mbbs. and be a muslimah doctor!
with His will, InshaAllah.
jauh lagi perjalanan masa. lama lagi saya belajar.
it's okey. ingat balik blogged tahun 2009 dulu, lepas habis foundation, masa mula2 nak masuk BMS,
saying this to myself. untuk 6 tahun ni fokus kepada yg ini.
nak sambung medic...kalau ada rezeki, Allah surely akan bagi.
alhamdulillah im here now. being one of the pelajar perubatan.
tak semua hari baik baik aje. there're bad days too.
tapi kena cecepat charging diri balik. 
haih an emotional post tonight. still r.a.i.n.b.o.w is a place where i can spill out something.

"Orang-orang yang beriman & berhijrah serta berjihad di jalan Allah, dengan harta & jiwa mereka, adalah lebih tinggi derajatnya di sisi Allah [9;20]"

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reaching 23.
Show me the way, Ya Allah.


Comments

Siti Khadijah said…
fighting wa. all the best! :D

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