"Surely we belong to Allah and to Him shall we return."
“Dah masuk setahun lebih arwah mok (baba’s side) passed away.
But I’ll always have n will always will to have her in my mind.
Sometimes, when I’m thinking of her, from when I little till I grown up,
there’re feelings that I can’t describe on.
I was 19 when she’s gone.
I was sleeping in college’s surau when my sist called me for so many times.
End up she texted me. The days within tu,mmg selalu teringat.
Lagi sedih sebab..tak dapat tengok arwah for the last time.
Very last tengok was a month before, during sist Na wedding. And that time pun
she so-so recognized me. ‘najwa ko ni,lain doh loni.besar doh dio..’
during childhood,every weekend I’ll follow baba to visit mok n tok ayah.
and it’s always me yg setia ikut pulang. At least, ade moment antara arwah nenek dgn sy.
but that routine changed when I entered kisas.
When it comes to grandparent from my mom’s side, I’ll never have a story btw me n them.
Arwah grandparents left mama during her teenage years. Lagi pain kan.
I’ll never be able to understand mama’s feeling. But I know, mama sangat kuat.
Mana penah nak cerita sangat dengan anak2 kesusahan2 dia dulu.
Sangat2 strong.she was 14 n 16 that time. Mama mmg ikut perangai arwah tok,
my aunt said this. n I knew this. the pictures describe.”
Al fatihah to all of them.
And yesterday, one of my schoolmate, ex naim 2003/2004 passed away due to carbon monoxide poisoning.. Allahu allah. Allah sangat2 sayangkan kamu almarhumah nurul iman bt abdul alim.Semoga arwah tenang disana. Alfatihah.
Allahhummaghfirlaha warhamha wa’aafiha wa’fu ‘anhaa..