Jun 21, 2014

scrubs in


Because today is one of the days I’ll remember for the rest of my life.
Mestilah akan ingat sebab pertama kali scrub in dan assist surgeon. Biasanya jadi observer je, berdiri tepi tepi tengok. :D
It’s so hard to get into the OT yet Dr.Sundar let us in.
Teringat masa practical bms dekat Hrpz 2 tahun lepas, pertama kali masuk Ot tengok ‘TAHBSO’.. masa itu tak masuk clinical years lagi. Tak sambung mbbs lagi tapiii dah masuk OT dulu..
I think I love O&G more. Pakar sakit puan one day, perhaps? :)

Marilah siapkan slides seminar.
Kerja bersusun bertimbun. Bila nak start marathon Paeds ni? T_T
16 bulan lagi.. bertahan!!

big 24 :0


Just a short update and a few photos :D
i turned 24 last Sunday. 
May Allah bless my parents for taking care of me.
May Allah forgive me for the wrong I've done.
Thank you for this gift of life and endless blessing. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

On a side note,
Terima kasih kawan kawan baik naim lilbanat for the advance birthday celebration @ Chemistry Lab Café.
Terima kasih banyak2 jgk housemates, syakir & ahmad for the supriseddd birthday bash. The best prank so far.
Alhamdulillah for the good friends I have around.

May Allah bless :)

Jun 10, 2014



6 years of blogging. 6 years is quite some time for me.
Tempat berkongsi rasa, happiness. Bitterness. Everything.
Don’t know till when I will be blogging.
I don’t think someone will dropping by here and read nothing in this blog… bored isn’t.
Keeping myself occupied.. just because busy is the new happy.
Year 4 is not as depressing as year 3 but still tiring.
May be because I travelled / driving daily klang – sg.buloh.. imagine 1 ½ hour every morning and late in the evening… tiring much. :(
the workload's increasing. the expectation's getting higher. and clock is ticking!
Remembered when dr.waleem asked us in the class few months back, why ru not studying..
We’re studying dr. it’s just some days are tired enough. By the time we reach home… our battery drained already. And bed is the best place after you had a very long day in the ward or class. -_-
Believe it or not, year 4 will come to an end soon. Scary I must say.
Currently in last week of Paediatric posting and will enter Obs & Gynae next week.
Another 3 posting to go and helllllo final year T_T

Missing rainbow. Missing blog hopping but I don’t have time for this. Haiyo.
Stories and photos to be posted here…
I should be reading – finishing congenital heart diseases in kids, but I open blogspot instead.
-Ramadhan is approaching.. 18 days left inshaAllah.
-End of posting exam (Paeds and 0&G) soon.
-And theory exam for all 12 posting right after Raya.

On a side note,
Stay strong dear self.
Allah knows what is best for you and when it’s best for you to have it.

May Allah bless :)

Apr 20, 2014


You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

-True, Ryan Cabrera.

Apr 13, 2014

seberapa pantas


Of random photos and short stories.

1.i miss using inche Nikon. Snap photos. After months hibernated, I brought inche N jalan2 last 2 weeks – during hot air balloons fiesta. Sungguhlah tiada kesempatan utk ini. dan maintain bermimpi nak beli sony alpha nex 5 white color. tak pe ni tunggu dah keje, pakat gn mr.brightside. :D

2.currently in 4th rotation. Surgery posting. Compared to Int.Medicine, posting kali ni boleh tarik nafas – loose lah sikit compared to previous posting. Talking about rotation, ive done Psychiatry, Primary Care, Ent, Opthal, Com Med, Public Health, Int Med and now surgery. Another 2 more rotation to go with 4 posting to go through.. and next after that, with His will InshaAllah entering final year. T_T scaryyyy nye Ya Allah.
Tahun 4 dan lansung tiada cuti melainkan seminggu untuk Aidilfitri dan 10 hari sebelum masuk year 5. So sad L

3.and this weekend’s activity. Mission accomplished. Happy belated birthday Fathin and happy birthday in advance Akmal. J

That’s all for now. I should go and kick start – my case write up.

May Allah bless :)

Mar 31, 2014

air balloons :)


Of yesterday. International hot air balloons fiesta! J

Since I have to go out as early as 6.30am tomorrow morning…
I’ll just post some random photos taken yesterday.
At last we got out from klang..
Super hectic-killing-internal medicine end last 2 weeks T_T
Till then ;)